Sunday, September 11, 2005
haiz... this sucks... my prelims start tomorrow, and i cant stop thinkin and 'drawin' stuff abt... u noe who..... god this is killin me... i went online for one reason only.. to see if he replied my email... he didnt.. i dunno if he read it... all i noe is that, when i came online, my heart began pumping like never before... haiz... i cant have these feelings... i mean if i do.. ill never be able to let go of him.. rite? haiz...... gotta tell myself we were never meant to be.......... love is just a game.. a game of misery.... a game of happiness.. it all depands on ur luck.......... obviously, i ended up crashing and burning on this one..........
i was listenin to songs the whole nite last nite... couldnt sleep.. haiz.... i came across songs.. with these lyrics.. lyrics that just made me cry moreeee...:
burning my dreams -> from everything burns (ben moody and anastasia)
... We thought our love could overcome the circumstances
....So for every little thing you hold on to, you've got to let something else go.. --> shoulda woulda coulda (beverly knight)
ESPECIALLY THIS ONE:
david bedingfield -> if ure not the one
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? (actually hubby)
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
lastly, Backstreet boys with.. lose it all...:
Oh no
Take what you need
'cause I can't hold my breath
Say what you feel 'cause
I got nothing left, oh
I made a promise to myself last night
I'm gonna keep it if it's wrong or right
And if I lose it all
There'll be nothing left to lose and
I would take the fall
'Cause knowing you are out there breathing
It's so wonderful, it's a chance I take
even if I break it
I lose it all, if I lose it all
Wouldn't matter anyway
Don't change a thing, perfect as you are
Time has a way, time is all I've got
If my heart should shatter watching you
That'd be one less thing I'd have to prove
And if I lose it allThere'll be nothing left to lose and
I would take the fall
'Cause knowing you are out there breathing
It's so wonderful,
it's a chance I take even if I break it
I lose it all, if I lose it all
Will be waiting when I fall into your open arms
I believe you'll find me there
You'll find me there
And if I lose it all
There'll be nothing left to lose and
I would take the fall
'Cause knowing you are out there breathing
It's so wonderful, it's a chance I take even if I break it
I lose it all, if I lose it all
And if I lose it all
There'll be nothing left to lose and
I would take the fall
'Cause knowing you are out there breathing
It's so wonderful, it's a chance I take even if I break it
I lose it all, if I lose it allWouldn't matter anyway
yes, ive turned all lovey dovey sappy wappy.. but wat else is a love-depressed gal supposed to do?
btw, good luck everyone in ur prelims tomorrow... kick ass man..! and to all the peeps out there remembering all lost on 9/11... stop listenin to sappy songs, itll just make u cry more....btw, it also goes out to all heartbrokee's......
Jammin at
5:35 PM
